moving forward.
This is a picture I took this winter of my Baby D. That, my friends, is the look of determination. I’ve been feeling pretty good the last few days. I’ve been working out a lot and taking care of...
View ArticleTaking a break, instead of breaking.
I suck at finishing my blogs and posting them, especially when I am busy. I started this post a week ago. Oops. I feel like I just finished starring in ‘The Amazing Race.’ SPOILER ALERT: I lost. I...
View ArticleYou can always get what you want.
I’m still smiling after last night. I went to my second Stones concert in 3 days and it was the best yet. Why? Because Bonnie Raitt is a bad ass. I’m a huge fan of Bonnie Raitt. HUGE. I actually pay...
View ArticleGetting Chris Browned.
It’s been 8 weeks since my unmatch. What have I been doing? Well, I’ve been getting strung along. I’ve been being tortured. About 5 of us from my medical school ended up not matching at all this year....
View ArticleHappy Graduation to me from me and only me.
Today, I officially graduated with my MBA. My friends walked across the stage with their families cheering them on full of pride and congratulations. Meanwhile, I was berated by my sister for not...
View ArticleThe nail in the coffin.
Except not really. I’m in Disneyland. I decided that my crazy sister was just being crazy and that I should ignore her judgement and try to enjoy the rest of my vacation before my life restarts. Well,...
View ArticleMy open wound.
I am packing up the apartment I have lived in with my Roomie for two years. It is bitter sweet – but mostly bitter. I can’t believe it is time to move on. Simply put, I don’t feel ready. It is not...
View ArticleI suck at blogging.
Quick Update. Because I suck at blogging. So much has happened. I plan to write dedicated blog posts to catch up on things. To sum it up: 1. I officially moved out of Saint Louis on June 1st. I made...
View Articlelosing myself & moore.
I rolled down my windows on my way home from my friend’s house tonight. There’s nothing quite like the smell of a warm summer night in Northern California. With my hair blowing in the wind, I thought...
View Articleliving.
What have I been up to? Well, a lot, I suppose. I have officially moved into my sister’s friend’s casita (aka little-house). It’s like a hotel room attached to their McMansion. It has it’s own...
View ArticlePersonal, Personal Statements.
Hi. I haven’t written in forever. And I don’t particularly feel like writing right now. But since I started, what the hey. Things have been okay. Good, even. I moved away from the Bay, away from my...
View Article2013 was the worst.
It’s true. It really was the worst. Sure, I had some good times. My high school gals and I went on a fabulous trip to the NorCal Coast in October. We hiked for 3 straight days. Just the four of us in...
View ArticleResolutions.
I resolve to get off my fat ass, stop the pity party, and get my shit together. If I really do have to tread water for the next 5 months until my life starts, I might as well do it literally and drop...
View ArticleI am dominating 2014.
Yes, I realize it may be a little premature to say this, but it’s true: I am dominating 2014. I quickly got over my NYE pity party and vowed to quit the shit (Clearly the not-swearing thing was a “soft...
View ArticleAn ambitious (and expensive) evening.
Malibu beach, 2 weeks ago. So much for me writing once a week, huh? Ha. New Year’s Resolutions are the worst. It’s not like I’ve abandoned everything. I’ve done okay. I ran a 5k and got 1st place (in...
View ArticleBitterness.
Last night I dreamed that I had a baby. I was in labor and delivery and was getting ready to push. There was no one by my side – my family was busy with my sister who had also just given birth. It was...
View ArticleThe Precipice
I’ve been jogging in place with this big heavy boulder for a year now. I’ve picked out my paint, a different color than I picked last year, and submitted my requests. Tomorrow, Monday morning at 9am,...
View ArticleI can breathe, but not too deep.
I matched. I’m going to be a doctor. My pulse was going at 130bpm when I opened the email. It was surreal. I had to face my biggest fear today. And I conquered it. Maybe my dream that one day this...
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